Post by bittersweet on Feb 20, 2005 15:45:29 GMT -5
WARNING: I'M GETTIN ALL EMO HERE....
I've decided that I no longer believe in true soulmates, that there is only one person destined for you, no work involved. That would make all other relationships ultimately pointless, would it not? Every relationship is practice for something bigger. Instead, I have started to believe that, just as you can grow to love someone, you can BECOME someone's soulmate. (This all sounds so logical in my head...but here...bear with me) This was just a prelude of rambles...
The next thing. It's been said. You can find love anywhere. For instance. An ATD-I message board. Isn't it so delightfully random? You know who you are. Now, I can't say that right now it's "true blue over the fence and out of the ball park" love, but the kind that's just starting to find a keep somewhere inside my formerly hollow self.
Time and time again, you blow my mind, and I can't tell you that at those times, because there is such a lack of words to describe. You're like the other half of my mind, what you feel, I know, what I feel, you know. And it doesn't take more than the space of two words to communicate that connection. Quite literally, where have you been this entire lifetime?
Everything painful that I buried...you kind of brought it all out. Here's a good image: Me staring at the sky with tears running down my face, screaming at harsh everythings, you taking everything that hurt, running 20 steps, and flinging it into infinity...and the place all of that pain was, you filled it with everything I needed, and I didn't need to say a word to tell you what that was.
Thank you for that. I can't think of any way to even begin to say some of the things that you might need to hear. I just hope I can do the same for you.
I've decided that I no longer believe in true soulmates, that there is only one person destined for you, no work involved. That would make all other relationships ultimately pointless, would it not? Every relationship is practice for something bigger. Instead, I have started to believe that, just as you can grow to love someone, you can BECOME someone's soulmate. (This all sounds so logical in my head...but here...bear with me) This was just a prelude of rambles...
The next thing. It's been said. You can find love anywhere. For instance. An ATD-I message board. Isn't it so delightfully random? You know who you are. Now, I can't say that right now it's "true blue over the fence and out of the ball park" love, but the kind that's just starting to find a keep somewhere inside my formerly hollow self.
Time and time again, you blow my mind, and I can't tell you that at those times, because there is such a lack of words to describe. You're like the other half of my mind, what you feel, I know, what I feel, you know. And it doesn't take more than the space of two words to communicate that connection. Quite literally, where have you been this entire lifetime?
Everything painful that I buried...you kind of brought it all out. Here's a good image: Me staring at the sky with tears running down my face, screaming at harsh everythings, you taking everything that hurt, running 20 steps, and flinging it into infinity...and the place all of that pain was, you filled it with everything I needed, and I didn't need to say a word to tell you what that was.
Thank you for that. I can't think of any way to even begin to say some of the things that you might need to hear. I just hope I can do the same for you.