Post by brian on Jul 21, 2007 22:23:04 GMT -5
i'm in a comfort zone. i tried to avoid it but i've fallen into its soft, easy clasp. as soon as you don't have to strive - as soon as things become easy, you lose ambition. you don't have to push yourself to move forward, because you're already moving forwards in a reasonable, paced, calm boring fucking way.
get the steady job with the steady pay packet where the work is easy and time flies. sit down, take it easy, watch a good tv show. its easy, and entertaining. forget your dream, thats hard, not guaranteed. for fucks sake i cant believe im falling into the trap. i need to push myself and keep motivated. im almost losing ishgt of what i originally wanted. of course its gonna be fuckin hard to get what you want - it doesnt make sense to get the perfect life by doing nothing. you have to strive to get what you want. i need to quit this job, its destroying me in too many ways. routine, regiment, quiet acceptance, boring easy cash. i cant fuckin stand it, its just insanity. everybody if theres something that you think you wish you were doing but think you shouldnt because its not reasonable then fucking dont listen to yourself. dont be stupid, dont go blind. but start placing the steps. small steps, seemingly insignificant steps. because while youre comfortable, while you are not striving for what you want you are lost, and the dream dies. youll live a life of small smiles, confidence in superannuation and better homes & gardens magazines
get the steady job with the steady pay packet where the work is easy and time flies. sit down, take it easy, watch a good tv show. its easy, and entertaining. forget your dream, thats hard, not guaranteed. for fucks sake i cant believe im falling into the trap. i need to push myself and keep motivated. im almost losing ishgt of what i originally wanted. of course its gonna be fuckin hard to get what you want - it doesnt make sense to get the perfect life by doing nothing. you have to strive to get what you want. i need to quit this job, its destroying me in too many ways. routine, regiment, quiet acceptance, boring easy cash. i cant fuckin stand it, its just insanity. everybody if theres something that you think you wish you were doing but think you shouldnt because its not reasonable then fucking dont listen to yourself. dont be stupid, dont go blind. but start placing the steps. small steps, seemingly insignificant steps. because while youre comfortable, while you are not striving for what you want you are lost, and the dream dies. youll live a life of small smiles, confidence in superannuation and better homes & gardens magazines